A co-worker is thinking of moving to a Mac so I had to whip up a quick list of my minimum needs (discounting homebrew-installed CLI tools).

There are some things I can’t due thanks to the Epilepsy and driving seems to raise its head often. The ex used to use it as a tool to punish me and I use it as a tool to shame myself. Last night I was the only one NOT drunk (don’t ask why, I have no idea – maybe I was practicing self control around new people) but I was also the only one that couldn’t drive.

It made me feel like shit and even now I feel guilty. I feel – once again – like a burden. Fuck you Epilepsy. Fuck you very much.